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Heechul reveals he's unable to fully participate in Super Junior's long-awaited comeback

By yckim124   Tuesday, October 17, 2017   107,134   15,643   93
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Super Junior's Heechul wrote a sincere message to fans explaining why he won't be able to fully participate in the group's long-awaited comeback promotions. 


On October 17, Heechul shared a lengthy post via Instagram, where he revealed he's still suffering from the side effects of the past car accident. The idol explained the ongoing pain is, unfortunately, causing interference in his wish to promote with Super Junior.  


The full post by Heechul reads as follows:

"First, I'm writing this with an apologetic mind to my members as I promised not to leave mysterious posts on SNS. 


People who know are aware but I'm unable to properly use my left leg due to a car accident 11 years ago.


But I still joyfully promoted, and I smiled no matter how bad it hurt. But I guess it's because a long time has gone by... I'm starting to get scared. Like I've said on 'Life Bar' recently, the pain in my ankle has become more frequent. 


I've forced myself to laugh and just let it slide when people around me jokingly say, 'It should be healed if it's been more than 10 years~', 'You're just making excuses to get out of dancing, aren't you?'. I've been on variety shows since I've debuted, and in a way, I lived a stable and happy life due to variety shows... I've always thought I need to give laughter and show an indifferent self. 


I tried to have positive thoughts and control my mind by thinking, 'I'm okay', 'I'll get better' but I ended up feeling more pain when my body didn't keep up. So in conclusion, Super Junior is making a comeback on November 6. It's a long-awaited comeback so our members, fans, and everyone are hyped.. including myself.


However, I don't think I'll be able to engage in promotions as normally. I once again deliver my apologetic mind to my members and the fans who've waited for a long time... but I just don't have the confidence... I can't stand to face my members and fans as I've always had these thoughts in my mind.


If I can use and be understood by the excuse of, 'I'll actively promote on variety shows instead!', I'll smile and receive physical therapy with an even more grateful mind, and cheer up. I now complete the lengthy message with an apology to those who might be uncomfortable after reading my selfish post. 


Everyone, be careful of the cold and no matter how lazy you are, please wear a seatbelt when riding a car. 


Thank you."

먼저 SNS에 의미심장한 말 남기지 않기로 약속한 멤버들에게 미안한 마음을 가지며 글을 씁니다 아시는 분들은 아시겠지만 저는 11년 전 교통사고로 왼쪽 다리를 제대로 쓸 수 없는 상태입니다 그래도 그동안 재밌고 즐겁게 활동해왔고, 아무리 아파도 웃으며 했습니다 근데 세월이 많이 흘러서인지.. 저도 겁이 많아지네요. 얼마 전 인생술집에서 얘기 했듯이 발목 통증이 심해지는 경우가 잦아졌습니다 간혹 주변에서 농담으로 저에게 "에이~ 10년도 넘었으면 다 나은거지~", "일부러 춤 추기 싫어서 뺑끼 쓰는거 아냐?" 라는 말도 억지웃음을 지으며 넘겼습니다. 저는 데뷔 초부터 예능을 했었고, 어찌보면 예능으로 순탄하고 행복한 삶을 살고 있으니까.. 늘 웃음을 드리고 아무렇지 않은 모습을 보여드려야 한다고 생각했으니까요.. 참.. 이게 사람이란게 '나는 괜찮겠지', '나을거야' 라고 마인드 컨트롤을 해봤자 몸이 안따라주면 저의 긍정적인 생각들과는 반비례로 더 아픔을 느끼게 되더라구요 결론은, 저희 Super Junior는 11월 6일에 컴백합니다. 오랜만의 컴백이라 멤버, 팬 모두가 들떠있고.. 저 역시 들떠있었습니다 근데 제가 아마 정상적인 활동을 못할 것 같습니다. 오래 기다려주신 팬분들, 멤버들에게 다시 한번 미안한 마음을 전하지만.. 도저히 자신이 없네요.. 늘 마음 속으로 이런 생각을 했던 저로서는 지금 멤버들, 팬분들을 볼 면목도 없습니다 '난 예능에서 열심히 하고 홍보를 해야지!' 라는 핑계로 이해를 시키고, 용서를 받을 수 있다면 더욱 더 감사한 마음을 갖고 웃고 재활치료를 받으며, 힘을 내도록 하겠습니다 제 이기심이 담긴 긴 글을 읽고 혹시나 불쾌함을 가지실 수도 있는 분들께 사과의 말씀 드리며 글을 마칩니다.. 다들 감기 조심 하시고, 아무리 귀찮더라도 차에 타실 때 안전벨트 착용 부탁드립니다.. 감사합니다

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