there's nothing wrong with this. I think we all have this tbh. when going to school or work, sometimes, we don't want to be there but we still have to go and "perform" in those areas. it's completely natural and rational. we all have different facets to us.

there needs to be a balance for these idols so they can show their true sides, along with their idol sides to people, or else they'll just go crazy while having to hide their true sides. i feel like we all need to let idols show their fears, sadness, worries, etc to the world instead of making them have to hide it so only we can be happy by looking at their "fake" cheerful sides.

im not a fan of sulli honestly, she's done pretty not acceptable things in my standards, but i think if we all let these idols live freely, they wouldnt be doing questionable things in the first place. that's why i like stanning idols who are able to express their insecurities because as fans, we are able to see their human sides while stanning them as both idols and humans.