Seohyun apologizes to Jonghyun for not noticing his pain in a touching farewell letter

On December 22, Seohyun posted a message for the late labelmate via Instagram. The post reads as follows:

"I was there to say goodbye on oppa's final road..�but I still can't believe this is the reality..�The oppa I saw from the side for more than 10 years was always bright and passionate and was an amazing person who gives happiness and laughter to others..�I admired how you sang your heart out with all your�energy on stage and I loved your humane, warm side off stage..�I just always thought you are an amazing, strong person..�I feel so stupid and regretful for only thinking that way..�Why wasn't I able to catch on to your feelings while I was a close colleague..�Why wasn't I able to be any strength to you..�You must've been struggling so much..�Just now I have realized that you've been resisting and living with an unimaginable pain.. I'm so sorry.. You really did well..�I pray that you no longer suffer in pain and rest in peace..�Jonghyun oppa�who've always shined so bright, I'll remember you forever.."

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