Spoiler No, I don't want to take on the responsbility of having to act like a substitute teacher. It terrifies me to the core, it makes me want to break down and cry knowing that at any given moment, I'll be called to do it, despite that not even being my job at the school. And no one gets it, no one understands that just going "no, don't worry" literally does nothing. No one understands and I don't wish this feeling on anyone. Sometimes, I wish I could just run away and forget about this god forsaken job. I hate it, I'm exhausted, depressed and my anxiety is the worst it's ever been. I regret, entirely regret taking this damn job.