I've suffered from depression ever since I was 14. The worst episodes of depression happened when I was 17~19, and when I was 27 (I'm 30 now) after falling in love with their music. It may be hard to believe but BTS are responsible for the worst psychological scar I've ever had. It's ironic; they are promoting love, but because of them I once thought that my life was over, and I was drained of all hope. I was thinking of writing a letter to them but I think they're not going to read it. Can't give you all the details of what happened to me but you will probably get it if I tell you that I'm a woman who lives in a very religious, conservative Arab society, and that I'm a fan of BTS lol. BTS are just a very small part of my life, but I didn't expect them to affect my life to this extent (beaten, humiliated, disowned by family.) I used to have hypertension because of that BTS drama happened between me and my family. But what's worse than that is feeling completely helpless and hopeless, and that my life would never change to the better. I literally felt like a zombie when I was 27. I found a shirt in BTSManiaShop with "Stand Alone" written on it, I was like, those people don't really know how it feels to be different and stand alone! I'm feeling better now. Currently working on publishing my third book. My mind has associated BTS with the worst memories I've ever had. I still listen to their songs but I find it hard to enjoy their music to the fullest. Of course it's not their fault that my life turned into this mess but life's unfair lol.