AnonymousPost #3 Ever since I was a child, I fought against the force of severe dread. I could never explain it into words. There was nobody to explain it to either. So I shoved it aside, because how can you talk about something that you can hardly understand yourself? It's torturing you every second of every day, affecting your entire being in imaginable ways. I constantly need to distract myself from this dread or else I'll go insane. I'm sick of it all.