So I finally started therapy. I don't feel like it's gonna do any good but at least I have someone else that can listen to me venting instead of my (rare) friends and my poor mom. I woke up sick AGAIN and my neck is still too stiff to go to work with a cold so I'm not going back to the office yet. Plus my shoulders' tendons are on fire again and my sleep is wrecked, again. At least I can walk normally now and resume my elliptical sessions. I've been on survival mode for 3 months and I'm tired of feeling trapped in my body. I want to feel like myself again but I guess it's not gonna happen overnight.