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Posted by jubilantj179 pts Monday, January 11, 2016

BTS leaves fans curious with a stream of posts on their official Twitter

BTS, SUGA, Rap Monster

Ever since yesterday, BTS (namely SUGA) has been leaving an endless stream of posts on their official Twitter account that left us scratching our heads in puzzlement. From reading the Tweets, it appears as though SUGA took some time off to reflect on himself and organize his thoughts. Though it still isn't 100% clear what these Tweets were in reference to, if there is one thing that's for certain, it's that SUGA had a lot on his mind. 


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Here is what he wrote on January 10:


"Hello, this is SUGA. Many were inquiring about my time off; to put it simply, I walked, slept, and thought a lot. Before I put out my mix tape I wanted to go on a trip to put my thoughts in order. There was a place I just had to visit, too.

I wanted to do things not as 24-year-old BTS's SUGA but as 24-year-old Min Yoon Ki. It was time to look back on myself.  What I say now is not as an artist to fans, or as BTS to ARMY; I start this conversation because I want communicate as one person to another.


When I'm dealing with numerous people, I become saddest when I encounter the me that can't treat everyone equally. I don't want to hurt anyone but there are instances when I do. I still believe that I'm an inadequate human being.


The second day of the Kobe concert..after that day I don't think I remember sleeping soundly. It could be because I hurt a lot of people, so every time I fall asleep, I wake up in a cold sweat.


I already hurt many people because I couldn't stand on stage once, so I determined to stand on stage no matter what. But everyone told me not to. I honestly bawled my eyes out at the fact that I won't be able to stand on the stage. Even though you lose if you cry.


It's easy to suppress my own grief. But it's harder when the people I love are grieving. I have once again made the people I love heartbroken. If I can turn back time, I would have stood on stage no matter what they cost may have been.


That's why there was a place I absolutely must visit. During my time off, I went to Kobe. Many tried to stop me but had I not gone, I wouldn't have been able to face myself. So I forced my way over to Kobe


It's the second time I went to a concert hall after the concert was over. The first time was when I visited AX Hall after out first concert, 'Red Bullet'; the second time was when I visited Kobe's World Memorial Hall, where I didn't get to stand on stage.


I really hate being forgotten. Of course I didn't want to think about these glorious days when many people love me. I didn't want to be forgotten. So I found my way over to AX Hall and World Memorial Hall once again.


I really liked standing on stage and I still do like it. Even when I performed in front of a crowd of two people when I was 17, I still put on a bold performance and maintained eye contact. But after debuting, I don't think I was able to be bold with myself. It may have been that I knew better that I was lacking.


And for the first on stage performance of 'HwaYangYeonHwa,' I was able to confidently meet the eyes of the audience.


But I didn't have the confidence to face a lot people after the second day of the Kobe concert when I didn't get to stand on stage. That's why I visited Kobe; from the time I arrived at the venue, I paced the vicinity until the moment that our show had begun.


From the ticketing booth, the entrance, to every corner of the venue, I wanted to feel everything that you felt. I did experience many emotions. Happiness, the being antsy as I wait for the show to start, sadness, resentfulness, anger, and disappointment, among others. I wanted to understand you, and I do understand you. That's why I'm sorry and sorry again. Because I'm an imperfect human being.


Because I'm a human being who pretends to be strong even though I'm weak, I felt once again that I'm a flawed. I may not be religious but I prayed then and there. That even though the finale is set in stone, that this feeling will not be forgotten.


You have taken up a significant portion of me, who have constantly wanted to be alone. It matters not to me your age, gender, nationality, religion, or what language you speak. Today's the day that we've been scheduled to go on 'Music Bank' unexpectedly so I'm returning a day early.


I have returned after organizing my many thoughts. I realized once again that I'm blessed and that I must live as a person who is always grateful. Thank you for turning me into a blessed human being, ARMY's. Though I may not say it often because my expression is awkward.


I relay my thoughts once again through this trivial writing. Because I'm a flawed human being, I will live always being grateful for every moment. I love you, ARMY's."


And then today, BTS updated with these tweets, which seem to be from Rap Monster:


"Thank you for being my and our fan. I'm also your fan. A fan who silently cheers you on as you endure loneliness, trials, and life. I send you my fan letter written in notes and melodies from backstage and from the studio. I hope that you will read that longing sound! Though I may not be able to say it all in words, or even through music, I cheer you on with my gaze and my heart! - RM."


What are your thoughts on these tweets by the BTS members? 

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